What the heck. I don’t understand this. I’ve been sitting here for hours just thinking. Like really? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS FREAKING WORLD?
People are okay with their spouses cheating. They’ll just hop on a plane and wish them the best. They’re okay with murder and getting away with it. Earlier at work I saw a thing on the news about a babysitter who killed this child, and dismembered her body, and was laughing about it in court. Like, REALLY? That’s so disgusting. It makes me feel sick thinking about it.
Why do I like it here? Because I feel safe. I can say whatever I want and no one will judge me. No one will say “stop complaining, you have everything, and nothing is wrong with you,” blah blah blah.
I can go on this website,and get my emotions out in a civil manor. I can blog about how I never feel pretty, or I never feel like I am good enough, etc, and then go back on smiling and pretend for people. I care more about other people’s happiness than my own. I guess it’s just how I’ve always been you know? And I’m sick of hearing the words “are you okay?”
This website is a stress reliever, an emotional release, and a place where I feel safe. Thank you to all my followers.