The way my “friends” treat me, the people I’ve know my whole entire life. They can just push me out like I’m nothing, or just replace me with someone they’ve known a year or two. Well, I thank you for making me feel like a worthless piece of crap. It’s much appreciated.
Days like today make me miss you unbearably. Nights where I just lay in my bed and breakdown until I’m too worn out to move. Why did you have to leave me? I’m the one that’s worthless to everyone. Why couldn’t it have been me?
Night time depression, All the hidden feelings come poring out, No one realizes how easily I mask my pain, Nothing serious, just hurt, But they don’t care, Or fail to notice, That my smile falters, Because I don’t express feelings, For fear of being weak. So instead, I silently let the tears fall down my face, As I wait for my mind to quiet, And hope for sleep to follow.